July 19, 2009

I know it's been a while since I have written. My apologies!! <3
July 19, 2009

Whenever you are in High School, time seems to go by so slowly. However, now that I have been out of school for almost 5 years now, I can’t help but wonder where all the time has gone. I use to be excited about growing up and getting old. Today while I was swimming a wave of sadness came over me at the thought of not being able to experience my twenties ever again. It’s weird to think about. I will never be 22 years old again, ever. ::Takes a deep breath:: As sad as that thought might be, it really puts into perspective how beautiful each day, each moment, each breath truly us. It also gave me the space to consider how frivolous something’s are to worry about, to stress over or to be upset about.
I have list upon lists of things I need to do to further myself, my home and my business. The longer I wait to scratch another line off of my many lists, the more I am pushing my dreams and goals away from me. I have so much going on right now, so many opportunities at my feet. It seems that none of them are launching because I am standing in the frantic chaos that there is so much to do.
I am excited about sorting out my life. I am going to take 30 minutes to myself each night to gather my thoughts. Write, plan out my following day, take deep breaths, visualize and relax. Being on the verge of tears is stressful and quite frankly puts a giant knot in my chest. The only thing that ever seems to relieve me of that is writing and breathing. No longer will I rob myself of my ventilation and sanity. Writing is who I am. It’s what I know.

Who am I to not live life to the fullest?
How dare I rob the world of my talents.
Share, Love, Give, Hope, Trust, Express
Expand my knowledge
Feel with the deepest of Emotions
Stretch to the tallest Trees
Look beyond what is
To create, “Be”

Epiphany!

My eyes have been opened!!

In February I created an Etsy shop (www.etsy.thehumblebumblebee.com)I soon forgot about it after becoming discouraged and no longer checked the site or The Humble Bumble Bee's e-mail account. BOY OH BOY was this a mistake. My eyes would have been opened a lot sooner. Someone wanted to purchase a table I made!! I collaged this table with discontinued Starbuck's coffee stickers.
I decided to log into my Humble Bumble e-mail account and realized I had missed making contact with a buyer. I have sent e-mails to her to try and redeem myself and hopefully get the table to her. Hopefully this will work, if not I completely take responsibility.
Her wanting to purchase this table has encouraged me to go through with my Etsy shop and make it wonderful! I am super excited! Please visit and tell all of your friends! www.etsy.thehumblebumblebee.com

Here is a sneak peek at some of the featured items:

Money Money Money

I got a hair cut this week. The first one since around October or so. I am attempting to let my hairs grow out for as long as I can stand it!
I have been putting off blogging all week long because I haven't really felt inspired to write anything. I've been sitting at my desk for the past 2 hours thinking about what has been going on in my life that I can share with others to light a fire in their world. And then I remembered! I have experience and ABUNDANCE of wealth and joy this week. I have been living my life as if I already had it, I have been visualizing that it is in my life, NOW and then it showed up. Money pouring from the Heaven's rained down upon our household and I loved every minute of it. I know there is more to come and I am accepting it with arms wide open.
Here is a YouTube link to give you an idea of how to attract wealth and abundance into your life, believe me it works!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBsHoUnJrgA

Best Wishes!