Toward the middle of yesterday I received a few statements in the mail that brought my financial state of mind to a screaming halt. I knew that I was behind on some things, but I was unaware of the severity of it all. I also worked at the bar last night. For the last few weeks I have been making really great money. Last night I suppose I went in to work with the mentality that I was financially stuck and made crap. I had kind of expected that to happen considering my state of mind.
A storm rolled in last night along with a cold front. The lightening was a spectacular show. The thunder rolled all night long. It was beautiful. I laid in bed listening to the sheets of rain hit the window as the wind blew across our building.
When I awoke this morning, I felt anew. It were as if the rain had washed away my fears, my hesitations- anything that was standing in my way previously. It was in fact a renewing rain.
Today was the last day of work at the plumbing company. Oddly enough, it was blessing in disguise. I am keeping my heart open for any opportunities coming my way that I can't pass up.
