I live my life according to the fact that thoughts become things. So why, on some days, is it so hard for me to wrap my brain around taking control of my thoughts. When I truly know that it is my thoughts that get me what I want and where I want. Dreary weather unmotivates me. I need to remotivate myself. I love Rachel Yamagata. Her voice is serene.

Revelation

Though I have fallen across this before. Sometimes, it's easy to forget the simplest things if we get caught up chaos. I choose how my life goes. It is up to me. My motivation is self produced. No excuses.

Let is S H I N E, girl.

I'm feeling detached from my loved ones lately. I am assuming it because of the Benedryl I have been living off of due to the severity of my allergies. No fun, at all. It puts me in a position where I feel there is not enough time in the day. Feeling this way through out the week is normal for me. It's only because Brian and I don't get to spend that much time together really. But after the weekend comes, I always feel better. So I am looking forward to that.

I am aiming for a smaller goal regarding my weight loss. I still have a larger goal in mind. However it is easier for me to put how I eat and exercise into perspective if I look at it on a smaller scale. So I am aiming for 2 pounds a week. If I do 2 lbs a week, I will be at my goal by mid July! And that excites me :)